Escape The Prison of your Head Fuck

Things feel heightened right now. That’s what I’m feeling and hearing from the people orbiting in my field right now. Especially from my Sydney buddies. And of course, not to take away from the situation in other places - Melbourne comes to mind immediately. Really feeling the suffering. And what I’m hearing mainly is that there’s this sense of oppression and powerlessness. Some too are lonely. Others are expressing deep sadness for the division amongst us. Some the anger and frustration of misalignment with people across the divide. And above all I’m feeling and hearing the exhaustion that people are experiencing from the inundation of information for whatever it’s worth, that they’re collating like super computers trying to make educated intelligent and informed decisions.

For most the decision is to vaccinate or not to vaccinate. Which vaccination would it be? How do we avoid the negative impositions of the government and authorities if we choose none? And how do we balance our physical and mental well being in so many states of the unknown versus the projected unknown outcomes of alternative trajectories? So many variables. So many sources of information. So much intense engagement - emotionally, cerebrally….exhaustingly. It’s all an absolute head fuck.

The question is how are we investing our energetic resources spiritually? Let me express that in another way. What can we do for ourselves and for others to generate peace? And what I mean by spiritually is the same as why I refer to our goals being oriented towards ‘self and others’ - that is that we are so much more than a single individual entity. It’s not just ‘me’. It’s everyone that I’m connected to through my relationships. In my case, my friends and family, the larger community. That’s the connections I share on a verbal communicative basis.

Oh yeah, then there’s the global community of my ‘friends’ and ‘followers’ on social media, that are connected to me like you guys through a platform of words and imagery. We interrelate. We are connected. And for ‘me’ I extend my sphere of consciousness beyond the words I speak and type, and beyond the pixel blocks of images and videos. I extend these inter-connective communications from my heart felt intentions through my energetic extensions that are unbound by skin and bones, unbound by the digital technological platforms and the telecommunications between them. Energetically I aim for my intentions to be boundless positivity and to extend to all beings.

When the tide rises all ships rise with it. I love this. Lets raise the tide.

Spiritually, as the interconnected being that I believe I am, as a representative of the universal whole, call it The Divine, God, or simply Pure Love, I frame my intentions as the foundation of my universe. The reason I align my intentions is because I believe that energetically they are communicated from within, though and beyond me. And every thought I have, along with it’s conscious or otherwise, stipulations, has profound ramifications. The Buddhists call it karma. So I align my intentioned thought stream with as much present minded awareness as possible to bring love and peace to all. That’s all! Ha. And yeah of course I fail all the time!!! Yet sometimes I don’t.

Every aspect of what I bring to my experience of being ‘me’, I believe is a manifestation of my consciousness. Wherever my thoughts go, the energy flows. And what I experience, is that I’m continually being tested to transform the potentially volatile repercussions of my mind stream, to flow with positivity. Energetically I watch my responses as much as I can and I ask myself, am I heightened with feelings of strong emotion, or am I feeling the weight of inner conflict deaden me inside? Have I stretched the rubber band too tight due to my preconceived bounded ways of thinking. Or has the rubber band snapped since the collective will annihilated my ability to live out my convictions?

I came back to ‘The Middle Way’. The rubber band of my mind is taught yet not stretched. It’s supple and soft yet not decaying or lifeless. Energetically I am not charged, nor am I devoid of an essence we can call vitality. I am intentionally gathering all my senses, and vibrating with a steady resonant hum, defined for me with a sense of equanimity - a sense of peace! Contemplations generate direction for me. Meditation brings me a greater sense of being present. The awareness of my intentions follow.

My contemplations for now are centred on your happiness. How do we practically approach our day to day? Another way to describe the approach to changing our experiences from negative to positive, is to reset the bar of our expectations. Our fears lead to creating projections and closed scenarios that feel safe for us, but when they don’t succeed in satisfying our desires, these expectations cause suffering. With this in mind, we practice the art of surrender, letting go!. When we accept everything as a gift (shiny and sweet, or bitter tasting and challenging), we can’t go wrong. Pure acceptance of our present circumstances means that we’re always able to feel gratitude for the here and now. Practice it!

Lower expectations and and raise the tide in the here and now with total acceptance. Resonantly I claim from my personal deep belief system, that it is my energetic transmission, The Queen of Communication (The Mother, The Everything), that is the most powerful conductor of good will and positive change. In being mindful and practiced in the art of it’s meaningful alignment and offerings, I send it! Like no tomorrow. And I likewise reinforce this message with the words of The King (intellect, perception, worldly) in understanding that we communicate with each other on so many more levels than just words. But words add context, and can usually help.

Following from my last post, I tap into authenticity, knowing that to portray myself in any other way than truth, is misleading, and invokes negativity in itself. And I stand in my beliefs without fear of the opinions, or potential criticisms of others. Above all though, my beliefs come from wanting the best for all beings, through generation of radical empathy, and heartfelt compassion. So authentically I communicate this with a presence of peace.

I use peace within interchangeably with harmony throughout. Its harmony in our relationships with one and all, that counter balances the fears from all those unknowns. Harmony is held. It is safe. It is loving. It comes from consciously choosing how we frame our thoughts, gear our intentions, and manifest our realities.

Love and peace is in us all when we allow ourselves to become unobstructed by the illusion that we need to fight for our personal right to be heard. The ego, the self affirmation, derails us from love and peace. By simply aligning ourselves with an intention that 'may we all be happy’, using daily practices of gratitude and devotion to the inundation of blessings we’re immersed in, our charge for change in our way, can become a universal unfolding of the only way - to love for all from the heart.

So from the prison of the head fuck, next time you’re present enough to watch your thoughts unfold, accept the scenarios of the present and choose the reality you want to create. Simply rest easy in that perception energetically. The right words, from this authentic stand will come. And if we’re practiced and mindful enough, we’ll hopefully all collectively choose to dismiss the negative habituations of our past, and choose love and peace, harmony for all. This is my hypothesis, give it your best shot. If my results are anything to go by, the heart, unlike the head, is boundless, and can be shared limitlessly with all. The ships are rising!